i cant seem to remember and i cant seem to forget i cant remember day to day but my lifes not over yet i aint got no time and i aint got no will i aint got much of anything but i'm ready for my next big thrill chorus: and it feels like im losing control when chaos has taken its toll and im goin insane..........today and im losin' my brain.....hurray now i dont wanna leave here and i don't wanna stay my brain keeps telling me one thing but i go the other way i need something i can believe in i need me a bit of luck everybody wants to grow up but i don't give a fuck